you hold me

the new series at crash (sunday evening service) is called heaven, hell and the end of the world.

i was a little uneasy.

i was having a hard time worshiping, i was even contemplating leaving. i thought it was going to be hard to chew and swallow what i was going to hear. 

our god is so awesome, and most of all comforting. it was all BUT uneasy. 

i heard the most comforting words i have heard in a long time.

i felt broken, scared, saddened, but comforted.

i had comfort in the truth that no matter how this will all end, i will see all my brothers and sisters in christ again.

with new bodies.

free of disease.

worshiping the one who loved us enough to choose us and save us.