i can find words at the moment.
my dad passed.  
here is what my husband wrote on thursday.
 "My father-in-law left his earthly vessel for the glory that is promised in Christ Jesus this morning. It is not easy. I am struggling. I hurt. Please pray for Ashley and her family as they grieve. I am so proud to be a part of John's earthly family and I'm even more honored to know that I will stand with him again as part of God's kingdom. To the man who had no problem calling me son, Thank you John for living your life well".
-david 
 i will be back to blogging soon, for this is my journal.